Wednesday, 15 May 2013

today.

Assalamualaikum...

kek ma yg special. separuh je sbb nnti xde org nak mkn :D but seriously i like this cake. nmpk lg unik! hihi


Ma syang, happy mothers day! i love you plus plus plus! akhirnya misi berjaya! misi utk celebrate mother's day. hihi

For seriously, im so excited abt mother's day kali ni. knp ye? mungkin sbb ma's the only person tempat utk sy bermanja skrg so i have to appreciated her before i lose her. :'(

Ma, i love you. dont leave me please.



mcm pelik. heh? hehe

Even selalu jugak touching dgn kata2 ma. terasa dgn kegarangan ma. tp alhamdulillah sy masih boleh sabar and becos u're the one that i love most ma so sy terima segala2 nya. walaupun pagi tadi sempat merajuk 5saat, tp ma sempat pujuk. **hihihi

Again, i love you maaaa! :*

"Every moment is precious. so i wont miss to capture all the memories :)"

Good night.

Wassalam.

Sunday, 12 May 2013

My ma's day is tomorrow :D

Assalamualaikum.

Hi, membebel sekejap. suppose to be today is mother's day right? tp dpt tahu and ade trbaca kt fb tadi yg UAI said haram celebrated mother's day. lgpun, everyday hari ibu so buat ape nk sambut. ade logik nye jugak! tp dgn ade nye mother's day ni, buat ibu2 lg happy dgn beli kek, bunga, hadiah and so whatever tu.

So dgn ini sabiha dah decide, esok la ye family kite sambut mother day utk lovely ummi kt rumah ni. setuju tak klone, kngos and abg2kus? bkn celebrate. if nk send msg ke, nk hntr bunga ke, esok jela kakaks n abangs ye? beta pun rase nye nk beli kek sikit utk ma tercinta esok. sikit jela :p

So, here's i wanna wish Happy Mother's Day to my mama. **utk esok**. i love you ma. i love you i love you i love you! thank you for everything! you're the definition of absolutely best! you know that? hihi

klon ma dibelakang. 



oh my ma :*

mengada time plus, anak derhaka betul. haha 

Oh, and Happy Mother's Day too to my lovely sisters. klongs and kngohs. **kisskiss** be a great mother like our ma okay? because one day, i'll teach my kids like our ma do :)

klone :D

kngohs. **kakak, why ur face like that hah? hahaha!
Wassalam :)

Saturday, 11 May 2013

sisters :)

Assalamualaikum..

Hi hi hi! kini dikampung. cuti midsem one week! oh im free! dgn excited nye nak balik teman ma n adik. hoho sebelum balik, mmg rasa nk demam. dgn sakit tekak. takde selera nk mkn. 2days lupe nasi bagai. serious! tp bila dah balik, haaa ambik kau. mkn nasi siap bertambah2. hilang habis rasa nk demam and sakit tekak tu. hebat betul kuasa seorang ibu ni :p

Oh, hari ni sy spend time dgn adik. tinggal ma dekat rumah. kami pegi pantai berphotoshoot. so kejam kan? haha sorry ma. kami bosan.

But when talking abt ma, i heard she's crying while reading alquran ptg tadi. sy trus speechless. sy rasa mcm faham je. tp ofcos sy tak boleh rasa ape yg ma rasa kan? sabar la ma sayang. i love youuuu :)

Ok. forget abt the sedih one. semua org akan rasa mcm tu :)

And yeah, this what we got:






















Tuje. ok. kene gosok baju sekolah adik. bye.

p/s; silap setting dslr so there's no bokeh2 bagai. my mistake. haih ape nk jadi la sabiha ni.

Wassalam :)

Tuesday, 7 May 2013

Kalaulah saya tahu.

Assalamualaikum..

Merindui arwah abah yg melampau2. what should i do?? everytime tgk gmbr abah, sah2 menangis. ya Allah. i cant describe that feeling. sakit nya.

Sedar tak sedar, dah 40days abah leave us. abah, i miss u so bad :'( serious ni. tak tipu. hari2 air mata ni keluar sbb rindu abah. yeah, i know sia2 tp i cant. i miss u so much abah. i need ur hug. pleaseee...

Bila baca quran after solat or before sleep, alhamdulillah terubat sikit rindu tu. tp sikit je bah.

Hari tu majlis tahlil 40days utk abah. pd awal nye sy ok. seriously ok. time semua start bace quran pun sy ok lagi bah. tp bila tgh baca doa, subhanallah. suddenly air mata trkeluar. try nak cover but i cant. im thinking how lucky sepupu2 semua masih ade abah. masih ada tmpt bermanja. and sy asyik fikir, klu lah abah masih ade, mesti abah ade dekat 'situ'. habis doa, terus masuk bilik abah menangis puas2 while called ur name. how i wish abah muncul time tu.

ya Allah, bodoh nye aku time tu but i cant hide my feeling. i still need him :'(

Sesekali bila fikir, tak matang kan? tp ntah lah. mls nk fikir. i cant help myself.

Abahhh.........








bila tgk gmbr ni, menyesal nye tak buat abah happy dr dulu. saya menyesal bah.. im sorry. 
And this,

malam terakhir sy bersama dgn abah before abah msuk icu. i should hug abah time ni. i shouldn't sleep! i should talk w abah!! how stupid i am!

**bru hari ni i got this pic. ni pun abah baru hantar. tak pernah tahu die ade simpan gambar ni. thanks abg. 
Looks like i still cant accept this 'takdir'. subhanallah sabiha. tolong mengucap..

And thanks to kak long and maryam kamal for this great post. buat sy menangis tanpa henti.

Good night. doakan sy mimpi abah. semoga dpt peluk abah dlm mimpi. semoga dpt tgk abah senyum dan trgelak. 

Sunday, 14 April 2013